Waiting is a beautiful process. It gives you the anticipation cause you don't know when the person will appear. How about when he said that he was going to appear and he doesn't? I don't like false hopes, and somehow I'm getting sick and tired till I feel like giving up. I hate myself for being so vulnerable. Just so scared to give in, so tired of getting taken advantage of, so tired of life. I can't believe I lost 3kgs because of him, stress is good it makes you lose weight! Haha, I'm lying lah. I just have no money to eat thats all. Just can't wait for school to start, I'll start saving.